Tuesday,2/8/11

Hai,

Last month and this month is really the worst months ever, coz I have being work soooooooooooo hard and being push to my limit. Actually, I'm kind shocked coz I still not yelling to others and I smiling???? (although right now I cursing someone) well the last time I become so tired I being soooooooooo rude to the person I hate and trust me she is a bitch.

The truth is, I want to tell you how much I hate and disgusted this bitch. You see, that bitch and I were same group in doing assignment for our last sem but the problem is, she is the most lazy bitch I ever see. We decide to divide the task and do you know what she say???

She say,"I have tests to prepared so I can't do it" and "If possible I do not want anything to do with the lit review".

WTF....she think only she have a tests and I don't have. This is the most shit I ever heard and I was kind shocked by her words. It just like she want a NAME but not want to do the work, serious I say one day I will kick her out of my group if she keep pushing me. I'm also busy and have a tests too but I know when I need to sacrifice my resting and try to focus on tests and task. Two last week, when other students enjoy their break I was doing our group task and sometimes not sleeping at all.

I was thinking should I talk to her or shout at her coz trust me when I say talk does not work on this bitch and I really a bad temper girl who wait for the right time to slash my anger and stress to her. Yesterday, I do something that I not proud with myself b'coz I have a lot of stress that need to release so this bitch become my victim which is I really glad coz I have reason to remove her from my group.

I was having discussion with my lect and she stand three feet away from me and playing with my clip paper. We were discuss about lit review which she don't want to get involved. I was kind stress coz there are so many mistake inside the report, but that bitch just playing my clip paper and then she leave us without say anything or showing interest that she would like to know what we were talk about plus she took my clip paper away.

I'm not stingy, but I did not have the money to buy another one and I am not the daughter of the rich have their own company and will work there when finished studying. I'm just ordinary person have hearts, feelings, know the angry, know how to cries and tireless. I work for myself and every time she spitting I was being patient because this is my last sem and I want to pass also continue degree, I do not want to repeat sem 6.

So I decide to send her msg something like this," you take my black paper clip? return back my paper clip day after tomorrow. have I ever say that you can take my thing away?". And she reply my msg with something bad word that I happy to say, "THANK GODNESS I DON'T UNDERSTAND MESSAGES WORD" and I was soooo sleepy so I just ignore.

But this evening, I just want to test her and send her msg that say it was a joke when IT'S NOT A JOKE coz I want to make sure she finish the task that has being given to her and  I know she already spread the new that I say she is a thief and like always people will sympathy with her but who say I can't be the devil huh? coz I have the trump card with me....

Sooooooooooooo before we finish this is my word to you bitch,

U give me a shit then I will also give u shitty and by time U realise.... it will be to late badass bitch....

ps: All I want to do is kick your ass But my mom raised me better!